I just cannot stand this. I can't sleep at night, I can't ke
I just cannot stand this. I can't sleep at night, I can't keep my anxiety down, I can't focus in school or get homework done, I mean I have new meds and all but it's the same old bull**** as before. Self harm urges are back yet again, and it makes me agitated cause the only reason I don't do it is cause I don't want to disappoint my boyfriend, but that makes me more angry cause I just want him to not be in the way of that if you know what I mean. I'm exhausted and school is draining me. Also i've got a mother who calls me a pig and a father who says I can't listen to anything I don't wanna hear. I find that laughable since I don't live with them five days a week. They don't know me. I really just want to go to sleep and not wake up for a long time
Sorry your family is so awful, any chance you move out completely?