I don't have TV shows or movies to be excited about. I'm try
I don't have TV shows or movies to be excited about. I'm trying to find YouTube videos to be excited to watch. I've moved on from reading fiction books to nonfiction books. I took a break from my hobbies because I stopped feeling joy when engaging in them. Blogging, creating YouTube videos, creating online courses to sell; working out; and drinking two servings of energy drinks are the only things I enjoy currently. I miss going to social events. It sucks not having money. I'm trying to be hopeful for my financial life to improve so that I can pay off my debt, buy what I need and want, resume therapy so that I can continue doing EMDR therapy, afford physical therapy so that I can reduce my chronic pain from a past injury that healed, and to feel alive again. Looking for distractions that I can do to replace my former hobbies because I don't feel any joy when engaging in them.
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May 23
@CKBlossom There aren't any places that deliver books for borrowing. I read e-books or listen to audiobooks from libraries. I've never seen books in front of public spaces. I don't know if they have them in front of churches because I'm an atheist and I don't visit churches. Thanks for the words of hope.
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May 25
@798564594786 I don't go to Church either, but we have these free little libraries all over by where I live and one is in front of a church, a few in people's front yards and one in front of a public pool :) If you have a Kindle, you might be able to hook up your account for free downloads from the library, we do that all the time!
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May 25
@CKBlossom That's cool. I wish that we had that here. I read e-books through the library. I'm grateful that libraries exist.
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