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*Trigger* Why do I bother trying? What’s even worth it a

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Why do I bother trying? What’s even worth it anymore? My therapist called my mom today and my mom got mad. She says I need to just suck it up and move on. She says all this is my fault and I just need to quit feeling sorry for myself and doing things for attention. Like does she want me to kill my self so she can see that I’m honestly feeling this way, and that I wasn’t joking? I don’t know what to do anymore.

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Butterfly08's picture
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Feb 12

@Castaway911 I don’t feel like I matter at all. I wish everything would work out and all my pain would forever disappear. But I know that won’t ever happen, and thinking about that just makes me even more suicidal.

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Feb 13

@Butterfly08
You matter you sweet tender soul. Someone told me once things always work oit, not necessarily the way we want but they do work out. I will never say the pain goes away, but it has lessened some. There are many more things I have to work on but most of that is in time. The overwhelming sense of futility well... I believe there is a purpose for we the damaged people of nothing more than to help the next person who feels this way. It does help knowing others feel this way and we are not alone. My family does guilt me sometime s but since I have a daughter with the same problem we are usually "rehab" buddies. Although there are things I cannot tell her every thing, we use each other and a few other outlets. Please contact me when it looks helpless for you, I will try to help as much as I can and maybe we can get through this together

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Butterfly08's picture
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Feb 13

@Castaway911 thanks. I will contact you. I wish the pain would all go away, but that’s wishful thinking. It’s hard for me to accept it all too.

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