putting this in a few different groups. a poem i wrote abou

ruin's picture

putting this in a few different groups.
a poem i wrote about a toxic friendship, enjoy :)

name: "drowning"

you make me feel so good
but then i feel the panic stir
your laugh makes me warm inside
but your words make me want to die
your intentions may not be bad
but your demeanor is fatal

you pull me in
for a nice spin
and then you pull me down
with you in your grave
i suffocate
in your pain
i can't breath
i'm struggling
please let me go

i feel like i'm drowning
i feel like
i feel like
i feel like i'm drowning
in a world of hurt
that's not even mine

you pull me further
into the pit of despair
you make me cry
when you tell me
you are not fine

i want to be able to help
but your mind isn't accepting
you throw me around
i'm in your spell
i can't leave you behind

you push me under
step on my chest
you climb out of the whole
without turning back
sure you're okay
but i'm not fine
i ball up in your hole
cause it's now mine

i cry and i cry
i beg for life
i beg for light
i beg to breathe again
air that's mine
but you stole it from me
i'm drowning
in your ocean of needs

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CKBlossom's picture
Jun 18

Wow, I really can relate to this.  The panic, the fear, the despair, you have a gift hun.  

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