I realize that I have literally no one I can talk to, on a b

@Lookn4raysofSunshine

Exactly as you said. :) if they were friends, they'd call back later. So what I get, is that they don't actually care at all. She texted the next morning to check in on me, but thqta the extent of it. So I realized I dont care. The level of friendship exchange I receive is typically a gif, or they tell me about their lives. Im supposed to be grateful. With my mother and sister, my mother just wabts to know Im alive. She guilt trips me every phone call :) And my sister is very busy indeed, she talks to me about our shared phone plan. Im very grateful to her, but now our relationship is purely transactional. So I basically have stopped existing since leaving social media :) which says everything. I no longer chase any one. I dont say hi or hello. I dont care.