Feeling feck-awful right now. Met a woman that interests me

Feeling feck-awful right now. Met a woman that interests me, and it makes me feel even worse about myself, because nobody could go for someone at my age in the situation that I'm in. And I can't picture my life getting better... literally, I used to be able to picture myself healthy, and with a job, and with a wife and kids. I can't form the image in my head, despite that being what I want. It's so far away from where I am now. 30+, on disability since 2009, medically-disabled since 2003, I've never had the chance to hold and job, though I did finally get through college after 10 years on and off. Now, with no work history I can't get a job despite being well enough to at least work part time. But I can't work part-time because then I wouldn't have any health insurance and given that I still have all the medical issues, I'd putter out and kick it pretty quickly. And employers don't care whether I was/am disabled or not, no job history = a risk they're not willing to take. But then there's no cure for what I have so I'll probably always be sick so it'll never be possible for me to not have health insurance. And disability pays *****. Less than half of what's considered "the poverty line", which means living with my parents until they die and then... who the feck knows.

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Aug 30

@LikeAPhoenix Some people also manage to make a living buying and then selling on ebay, etsy, or amazon.

You mentioned you got a degree. What's it in? Is it a field that interests you?

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Sep 16

could some body please help me find a Good Lymes Dr. near Int'l Falls MN Thanks

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[45]
Sep 16

@trying43 I am new at this also not sure where to post stuff either.

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