Happy 2020!!!
"The best is yet to come."
-Frank Sinatra

I was homeless ones for about 6 months No I wasn’t the c

Ozzyugi's picture
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I was homeless ones for about 6 months
No I wasn’t the crusty homeless type I had a job and would shower daily at work (I just didn’t have a house for some messed up reason don’t ask) and during all that time I would wander around all sorts of places
Smiling and greeting pretty much all the girls I’d See. And in all that time mind you this was 6 months and every day of those 6 months o didn’t make a friend or have a conversation. Things like that make me wonder what truly is wrong with me. I thought for many years that I was ugly but then could I be so ugly? Even a deformed man gets pity from women. You could imagine being homeless and with money the things I’d do to entertain myself
And in all that time nothing. I think maybe I’m cursed I truly believe that. Either with bad looks or just this jinx of loneliness. I’ve been alone my whole life always loneliness. Trying to talk to people isn’t a new thing I’m just trying. It’s an old thing I’m trying again. Things don’t happen over night but 30 years? I’d think I’d get lucky at least once. Life is funny maybe I’m ungrateful. Christmas is coming and I’ve never ever gotten a gift. Never ever I’ve I gotten a birthday gift. I don’t care much for materials but it’s true what they say, it’s the thought that counts

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Ozzyugi's picture
[6515]
Dec 1

@Scat sorry for the miss spell I’ve been typing like a idiot lately hehe
But you got it right :)
I have to keep reminding myself all things happen when they’re going to happen. While I meet my special someone I have to try and get my shït together tho I think it’s pretty together now. I just hope I don’t get scammed by a gd digger :((( hehe

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Bloodstone2020's picture
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Dec 5

@Ozzyugi From feeling hopless and near death when you first joined this group a few weeks ago to now,
"my shït together tho I think it’s pretty together now. I just hope I don’t get scammed by a gd digger :((( hehe" Ain't dat sum ****? Bravo!!! Peace

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Ozzyugi's picture
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Dec 15

@Bloodstone2020 yeah baby steps right hehe

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