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I was homeless ones for about 6 months No I wasn’t the c

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I was homeless ones for about 6 months
No I wasn’t the crusty homeless type I had a job and would shower daily at work (I just didn’t have a house for some messed up reason don’t ask) and during all that time I would wander around all sorts of places
Smiling and greeting pretty much all the girls I’d See. And in all that time mind you this was 6 months and every day of those 6 months o didn’t make a friend or have a conversation. Things like that make me wonder what truly is wrong with me. I thought for many years that I was ugly but then could I be so ugly? Even a deformed man gets pity from women. You could imagine being homeless and with money the things I’d do to entertain myself
And in all that time nothing. I think maybe I’m cursed I truly believe that. Either with bad looks or just this jinx of loneliness. I’ve been alone my whole life always loneliness. Trying to talk to people isn’t a new thing I’m just trying. It’s an old thing I’m trying again. Things don’t happen over night but 30 years? I’d think I’d get lucky at least once. Life is funny maybe I’m ungrateful. Christmas is coming and I’ve never ever gotten a gift. Never ever I’ve I gotten a birthday gift. I don’t care much for materials but it’s true what they say, it’s the thought that counts

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Dec 1

@Ozzyugi I'm trying to understand the last part of what you said, "I’m just just to figure out these things could make you happy." Maybe it was a misspelling or typo, or whatever. I'm thinking you meant you're trying to figure out how they could make you happy. I guess I was basing my view on how the Bible says if we seek our happiness in the LORD, He'll give us the desires of our hearts and that's where our successes are based as well. So I stopped chasing the wind, keeping up with the Jones's or whatever decades ago. But for you, maybe it's just you don't have a partner in life. Some people aren't really meant to go it alone. Even the Bible says it's not good that man should be alone and he'd have a mate. So although you're trying all the other good things that make for contentment, satisfaction, or a healthy lifestyle, not having a partner has you kind of down. But that doesn't mean it'll always be that way. You may eventually, once you finish your courses, get your writing career better adjusted and get yourself in a more financially steady, or materially secure position, you may land a good partner. Cause, even a woman that isn't a gold digger, at least wants someone that is sort of ready to live a married life, assuming that's what you want. Well anyhow that is speaking from a more worldly standpoint. And a financially secure woman doesn't want a partner who will drain her financially. I mean there are exceptions to this rule. But I suppose they're rare from what I've seen. And plenty of really bad people take advantage of others, sadly. When I went through my divorce with my ex in my first marriage, I met with a group of women to prepare our paperwork for the big D. And all of them were complaining how these men stole their money, took em to the cleaners big time, spent their inheritance and whatnot. I'm sure you've heard stories about men that are similar, how they were wrung to dry by a gold digger.

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Dec 1

@Scat sorry for the miss spell I’ve been typing like a idiot lately hehe
But you got it right :)
I have to keep reminding myself all things happen when they’re going to happen. While I meet my special someone I have to try and get my shït together tho I think it’s pretty together now. I just hope I don’t get scammed by a gd digger :((( hehe

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Dec 5

@Ozzyugi From feeling hopless and near death when you first joined this group a few weeks ago to now,
"my shït together tho I think it’s pretty together now. I just hope I don’t get scammed by a gd digger :((( hehe" Ain't dat sum ****? Bravo!!! Peace

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