I'm getting so close to killing myself

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I'm getting so close to killing myself

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TheRedhead77's picture
Dec 8

Jordan I understand the way you're feeling, I'm sorry you're feeling so alone.
Know that it isn't permanent.
Life can change in a heartbeat and there are people who would be honored to be your friend.
I'm someone who suffers from extreme loneliness and can truly relate to you.
Suicide is a permanent answer to a temporary condition.
Someone told me once, if you don't want to be lonely make yourself friendly.
I don't have many resources, I live in a small town with no vehicle so its difficult to reach out in those circumstances.
I don't know if you're a spiritual person but it may be helpful to reach out to a local Church and get involved with the activites there.
That's what I plan on doing.
God loves you and he knows your lonely.
He doesn't want that for his children.
Jeremiah 29:11 gives us an idea of God's thoughts towards us.
A future with hope. Please reach out and get involved in your community. Help the lonely in your community and you will find a friend and fill fullfilled.
I want that you, I want that for myself and for all the lonely souls sojourning on this earh.

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EvanM08's picture
Dec 8

What can change or happen to make you feel life is worth living again? It doesn't even have to be realistic. Is there something you lost you'd want back? Some kind of pain that could be taken away? Perhaps it's something like better health for another? Maybe even enjoy life as another person? And of course, feel free to list multiple things, as these feelings are rarely simple or they'd be easy to get help with. I'd be curious about any answer you can give really, because it can give a better idea as to what can help you if that's what you want.

Generally speaking, you wouldn't be reaching out if you wanted to die unless you had some kind of other goal in it. You are actively stating you don't want to die, but seem to be implying it feels like the only way out. Since you'd rather not explain why as I can imagine you've done so what feels like millions of times already, perhaps you can explain what you are seeking posting here?

While it's important you feel comfortable with what you share, anything you can tell others can give them potential to offer additional insight and other perspectives you might not have thought of yourself. Since you haven't exactly given up fully yet, and really seem like you're crying out for help, is there anything at all you can tell us so that there's greater chance you get what you seek?

And just in case, I don't care what happened in the past nor how much you feel you deserve to be punished if this is something like that. You feel bad for a reason and I'm just seeing if there's some way I can provide additional insight somehow, and if not, then as little as it is, I at least hope that this is something you can feel better from sooner than later. Afterall, hope especially in the face of great despair, can be one of the most difficult things to hold onto. So I'll at least wish you that if nothing else. :)

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dahliaxs's picture
Dec 10

me too


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