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Sometimes, I want to study and learn everything I can and be

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Sometimes, I want to study and learn everything I can and become a scholar... Sometimes, I want to stop studies and just get married... Sometimes, I want to help everyone I can and more... Sometimes, I just want to go live in isolation so I don't have to deal with people... Sometimes, I want to keep searching for "the one", who I'm sure (about 90%) doesn't even exist... Sometimes, I just want to give up and reject everyone who even looks at me... Sometimes, I want to have a family with half a dozen children.... Sometimes, I just want to become a nun (monk/single/whatever it is that let's u live single)... Sometimes, I love myself so much that I want to pamper myself with chocolates and dinner and shopping... Sometimes, I hate myself so much that I want to cut myself up until the pain is the only thing I can focus on... I know that I'm paradox but I never thought I'm this extreme... Is any of it normal behaviour for a 23 yr old? Or is this an affect of my long standing depression which is Soo attached that it refuses to leave me? I'm confused... I wish i could Google the answers to my questions but unfortunately, I found out that Google doesn't have answers for such things... My exams get completed in 3 days... I have no idea whether I'll pass or fail... And I can't figure out what to do once I get my degree... I know I need help... But I don't know whom to ask for it... Any suggestions please....

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Arora's picture
[3035]
Feb 14

@Ellora hey... Don't say just 2 yrs... I know how long those 2 yrs were... Though I was diagnosed 7 months back, I have been fighting it since 2 and a half yrs.... Lots of hugs to you...

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Arora's picture
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Feb 14

@Ashwhole that's a beautiful reply... Thank you sooo much... I've been planning forever to go on a trip... But I'm not completely free yet... But I will... Soon... Thank you...

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Arora's picture
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Feb 14

@NShah9 thank you... I hope you figure it out soon too...

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