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I feel like I'm dying slowly. Life has always been pain for

I feel like I'm dying slowly. Life has always been pain for me. I have no where else to go. I'm so tired. Life was not made for people like me.

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Stationary_Transient's picture
Jul 11

Romans8, how are you feeling today?

initwithyou61's picture
Jul 11

Hi Romans8, Just now seeing your post. How are you doing? I have to agree with Sparkles. As hard as it is, you get to decide what happens next. I have been where you are. I felt like I was in the bottom of a dark hole. I hated that feeling. I hated feeling hopeless. I hated not being able to find something to live for. I had to hate it enough to want to do something about it. I started to listen to New Life radio call in program with Steve Arterburn. I learned SO much about myself, my feelings, coping mechanisms, etc. Listening to the callers questions and the counselors answers gave me insight into so much stuff. The counselors also recommended resources. I bought a bunch of the books and read them. "Blue Genes" by Paul Meier and "Take Your Life Back" by Dr. David Stoop really helped me. I may not be 100% whole but I am definitely a lot happier and healthier than I was five years ago. I want to challenge you to make it your goal to dream big. Make some goals and determine to be better in a month than you are today. I believe you can do it, even if you can't believe it yourself. I am living proof that it can happen.

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Jul 12

@Stationary_Transient hi, your comment helped me. You're so right I'm angry that this 50 year old man abused my 10 year old body and made me feel like I have no worth and that my life needed to robbed. And I can't change that. And I have to find a way to live the rest of my life with this wound, because it won't go away.
I smile some days, but the flashbacks always drag me down to that dark place.


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