Trigger warning… Haven’t posted in ages. But just feeli

Trigger warning…
Haven’t posted in ages. But just feeling down. I lost a lot of money gambling and have a room with a balcony I can easily off myself on. I know I can find a way to repay the money, but at the same time my life insurance policies would pay more than $2 million to my family, the suicide contingencies on those policies have passed.

Jan 28, 2022

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Feb 3, 2022

Insurance companies are big. They probably will fight pay out to your family. Better to grieve and work on the reason for the addiction. I hope you find good reasons to live. Like maybe the love of your family or friends.


Hey its been a while since we chatted.. i think since 2020. But I hope you know I still think about you and pray for you, message you too from time to time, I will be here for you when you're ready !


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