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Hi. I am 35 years old. My life has totally fallen aprart the

Hi. I am 35 years old. My life has totally fallen aprart these last 3 years. I have always suffered from anxiety and depression. I was transferred to a different department at work and was bullied to the point i had to leave after a year. I was sent back to my old department and people i thought were my friends would say i was coward. My manager at the time said no one wanted me back. People would say i can believe u left the other department. Other coworkers would say i can't believe u still work here. Friends would say i am a wimp and coward too. I now work the midnight shift because i was getting harrassed so now i work with less people. I am a male. Now whenever someone gets in my face i freeze like a deer in head lights and have nothing to say back making me look weak. The past 3 years i have thought of cutting and different ways to kill myself. I cannot kill myself because if my parents dont hear from me everyday my mother starts to cry fearing the worst. I cant kill myself but i dont want to live. I try to sleep on my free time because i cant stand to be awake. Everyone looks at me like a freak, a coward. I am not a man. I have lost all faith in myself. I am disgusted with myself. Thanks for listening and any advice?

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skyler309's picture
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Jan 23, 2016

I too suffer from depression and anxiety I was bullied at my last job even tho I only worked 20 hours a week sometimes I feel like killing myself but I have people that love me and that's what stops me from attempting suicide just remember you have family an friends that love you an would be hurt if you did something I will keep you in my prayers

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Jan 23, 2016

@skyler309 Appreciate the support. It helps knowing someone went through something like this too. Thanks and hope u do better too

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skyler309's picture
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Jan 23, 2016

@Try2bOK your welcome

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