It's been a month since I've been in treatment. Because of i

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It's been a month since I've been in treatment. Because of insurance purposes, I had to step down to outpatient. What is the first thing I did when I got back to my apartment? Throw up. It felt wonderful at first, but then I felt I wasted a whole month of treatment. When will this end? Will it ever end? I am so messed up.

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Sep 11, 2014

It is a battle that is not easily won! You will have success and failures but it will get better! It is not easy but you can do it. When will it end? I don't know but it will with hard work. Will it ever end? YES!! I am 20 yrs out from an eating disorder. It will end! And no, you are not messed up! You have a struggle and you can overcome it! You are going to make it!!!

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Sep 12, 2014

@Lisa123456 thank you for your encouragement. Just knowing that there is someone out there that has been behavior free for 20 years, gives me a lot of hope. I strive to be as strong as you. I will keep fighting. I don't want my eating disorder to define me anymore. -KC

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