TRIGGER WARNING Ok, so, this is really hard, yesterday I

TRIGGER WARNING

Ok, so, this is really hard, yesterday I came to the realization that i have been manipulated for 11 years by my abuser, im 27, when we started dating I was 16 he was 28...yesterday was the last time I talked with him and blocked him from everywhere. he always kept telling me that nobody would understand me or know me better than him and i believed that and still do. Literally I feel like like I dont know who i am, i lost myself in all this, and it hurts too much its overwhelming me, to the point ive thought about ending it all. I look at myself and I feel disgust, shame, hate....I dont even know what to say, i see so much wrong with me even though i try to tell myself that im ok how i am that im enough but obviously i dont believe it.
Sorry if this sounds attention seeking, but Im scared and I need someone to talk to.

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May 18

at the moment no, i feel overwhelmed with alot of emotions, i feel im going crazy
@kisobel

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May 18

@mari15 Know that we are here. You are not alone in this. Hugs!

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May 18

hi mari15, I just want you to know that I was sad when I read this. I'm sad at how you've been treated. I will be praying for you. I hope that you have family or friends to comfort you and help you get free of this relationship that has hurt you for so long.

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