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Hi. As this is the only place where i am not judged i would

Hi. As this is the only place where i am not judged i would share my feelings here. It always happens with me. I become normal and begin to feel fine then one fine moment if anything triggers me i lost it all. I feel suicidal and everyone hates me. All i can see is things to harm myself. Today i had a little argument with my sister and boyfriend and he said some things that triggered me and i lost it. I self harmed even when i wanted to avoid it and I HAD BEEN AVOIDING SINCE A WHILE NOW. But i did it. I feel vulnerable. I dont know what to do. My medicines dont help me enough. And i miss them and stop taking them i dont know why. My boyfriend said change your nature and your issues. But he does not know how badly i want that too. But i can't. I wish i could change the whole 'pathetic me'. I wish i could end me. I wish i could stop living. But it isnt so easy. Is it? If anyone could suggest me what can i do. Please do. I would owe you my life. I really wanna die. I regret that i exist.

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Sidney_Hall's picture
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Feb 11

Noramanj
We've all been there numerous times that we can't count them. Take a deep breath and let go of all expectations. Look objectively at your life and try to think this way " This is who I am, where can I go to from here?' Don't worry about it. Try to be with people who understand you. Even of it means leaving them. We're all here for you :).

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Feb 17

@Sidney_Hall Thanks.. means alot to me :). I am trying.

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Sidney_Hall's picture
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Feb 17

@Noramanj no problem :)

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