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After years of being misdiagnosed I was finally correctly di

Happyjackalope's picture
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After years of being misdiagnosed I was finally correctly diagnosed with BPD. I am still trying to understand it. I see me in every symptom and it hurts. I was in an 8 month “relationship “ with a woman online. Most likely a scam but anyway. I even chased her away with the push and pull routine that is my norm. I have been working on the relationship dynamic in therapy and researching online. For the last few days I have felt alone. Unwanted and unlovable. The suicidal thoughts are coming back and I have thought about contacting the woman from online who was verbally abusive. Even more than I can be. She used to call me brainless and insane and useless among other things. Well I just wanted to share how I am feeling

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mechele's picture
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Apr 15

We are so glad you are here and sharing your feelings. Im so sorry that someone belittled you by calling you brainless and useless and insane. I'm glad you are no longer around her anymore. Contacting her would be pointless, she isnt worthy of your time.
Keep posting here! I'm glad for this site because we can help each other thru bad feelings.

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Alainafirefly's picture
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Apr 15

Hi Happyjackalope, I had a really hard time when I was first diagnosed with BPD, which wasn't that long ago. As I've worked with my therapist, and done research on my own, things have gotten a lot better overall. I'm glad that you found your way to therapy and our support group here. Keep sharing.

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Happyjackalope's picture
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Apr 15

@Alainafirefly thank you. It’s nice to have some support.

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