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***Trigger Warning ⚠️ I got myself all ready. It’s

Ofelia's picture
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***Trigger Warning ⚠️

I got myself all ready. It’s all planned out, from my suicide plan to my wake and funeral. I made my wake into a theatre piece for my loved ones. I’ve been working on this tirelessly and obsessively for over a week. . . . . Over many years. It’s just finalized now. I want to go to the hospital for one last chance, but I keep going to the hospital and winding up in the same place except always with new stressors and pain. I can’t believe he asked for a divorce. He was my reason to keep going. My last reason. I just don’t care about myself or anything else anymore and I need to rest. I’ve done my job. College, travel, grad school, marriage, acting, teaching, career. It was a beautiful time for a while. But that time has passed. And I’m “out of hand and out of season, out of love and out of feeling so bad.” I’m done.

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NormalFreak101's picture
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Nov 10

Ofelia, your not going anywhere. I will be gone and you will still be here. All you have to do is take care of yourself. You don't have to necessary love yourself. You should try repeating the lyrics to a song instead.

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Nov 12

I hope you're still with us. I'm so sorry to hear about this horrible time that you're going through. Please keep fighting - you can make a new life for yourself you just need to start loving yourself and learning to cope piece by piece. It's hard, it's never an easy road, but it's worth it to not give up on yourself. We all support you here, wishing you well <3

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initwithyou61's picture
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1 hour ago

Maybe this book would help: The Reason: How I Discovered a Life Worth Living' Lacey Sturm

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