So I haven't been on this for a while as my psychiatrist tol

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So I haven't been on this for a while as my psychiatrist told me to steer clear of online support groups and I've tried it her way but I feel the support I've gotten here had helped me immensely. Plus I really need support right now. I obviously still struggling and broke down in work 3 times today like the embarrassment of that alone is huge. I don't feel I can go on any longer pretending I'm ok. It's not even just the emotional pain, it's the chronic pain over most of my body the not sleeping etc.. it's too frigging hard I've been fighting for so long countless suicide attempts. I've been self harming again I'm just lost I can't see any light. I try and try and try but it doesn't get easier! Going on since I'm 11 that's 20 years now! 20 hard bloody years! I'm just sitting here in my wheelchair trying to fight the urge to not go over to the chemist and buy tablets sobbing my heart out I dunno what to do

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Feb 11

@Slim2none yeah I have my diagnosis and all just here for support

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Feb 11

@Barmpot lily thanks so much

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Barmpot lily's picture
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Feb 11

We coukd always try hang u upside down to kiss blarny stone lol...dunno how to spell that lol!
I find with ANYTHING online its like a a old fashioned bottke of milk. Lots of milk is the bs people giving opinions and not realuzing hurtful (especially uf filtered thru bpd!) But there's the topping of cream you skim off and shake in a jar (think about) till you get useful butter. Does anyone still do that? I was born in Ballymoney, grew up in Scotland. Think only posh stores have glass milk bottles in usa lol

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