Having an emergency visit with a doctor in a couple hours. I
Having an emergency visit with a doctor in a couple hours. It was either this or go to the hospital, and I don't really think it is that big of an emergency. I just hope they don't put me on some other wild anti psychotic that makes me feel horrible. Apprehensive, but not nervous or scared.
Told my case worker its still wrong, still cant sleep, same side effects maybe a little less intense on this med but I will not settle with bad just because I worked hard to get out of horrible. It is a self defeating game to take meds that in turn make your symptoms worse.
Start another (new med) today. I hate the idea of possibly getting tardive dyskinesia, a side possible side effect of this med I know well but I will try. On the upside its getting warmer where I live so that's good. I will get outside today, and do something.
On the upside no tardive dyskinesia, or drooling. That tends to happen with some anti psychotics, this one in particular also. Went outside yesterday and got some exercise, felt like hell. I have been sitting idle for too long. It will get easier, it will just take time.