I really want to kill somebody today. I thought about this a

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I really want to kill somebody today. I thought about this all day long. I had a dream that I was beinging robbed and i had a box cutter in sight. ("Under the criteria of beinging robbed"). My spirit animal took over and plunged the blade into the neck of the perpetrator repeatedly. Wolf tells me, "it's better to kill than give them the opportunity to return again". I questioned the wolf, "what if he was nice towards me or had bad luck recently?" Wolf replied, "he came to threaten you, he came to kill". All day long on Thanksgiving day i thought of it. I recently had been predict people who i encountered. But what i struggle the most is, "if i get robbed?". Wolf will not be on standby. We see sharing sharp toys and it always comes back to, "You did not asked to be helded up?" You have a weapon, use it and send a message back out.

I struggle with Oct1, i Don't run from gunfire. Gunfire excites me so much that it drives me to want to kill. I still do not understand why i could not change myself.
Salvador Ramos is no different. I would be ready.

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(30955)
Nov 28

I'm not sure it depends on what you are talking about exactly. What kind of incident and what did you collect? Also you were talking about gunfire in your post and that it makes you kill. What do you mean by that? Who would you kill?

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Nov 28

@Fohb460 bad people who are up to no good. Mass shooters, etc i do not believe that I should write it out. Can become very discouraged. Internet may not understand the depthness of the process. But only the one who was their that can tell you all the details about the crime. I never lie. If I'm silent, I'm withholding, and if i tell you I am not ready because it would self incriminate. I need help with explaining what it is sometimes. For example, at age 29 i learned what is "fleece". Pointing out things silently is easier then me explaining in language. This is the reason why I never leave this place. This is my home

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Nov 29

@Error624 I understand. I'm glad you feel this is your home and you feel safe. Always protect yourself. When you talk about killing you should explain you are talking about bad guys such as mass shooters, so that people will know you don't want to harm innocent people. If you don't explain that then someone might think you are a bad guy,see what I mean? I'm glad you are here and want to express yourself. :)

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