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@Jordan5683 sometimes our physical circumstances might be causing undo stress. Our diagnosis might not be the issue as much as the support we are receiving or lack of. Im no expert but generally It has been my experience that sociopaths and psychopaths are more likely to hurt others without feelings of guilt... Proper medical care often gives us the correct diagnosis and treatment plan.

@Jordan5683 being emotionally neglected and possibly physically isolated can be a form of abuse. As a disabled person you may have legal access to more appropriate care.