Newest Holiday BLOG IS OUT!!!!! "Giving yourself the credit you deserve"
Make sure to click READ MORE to see the full article. -SG
https://www.supportgroups.com/blog/giving-yourself-the-credit-your-deserve or click BLOG on GREEN menu bar

I decided to scrape that idea of self harm. That isn't such

NormalFreak101's picture
[101465]

I decided to scrape that idea of self harm. That isn't such a good idea. 18 months of hell all over is ridiculous. I never want to do that again. So, back to basics

Comment
 4
View 1 More Comment
NormalFreak101's picture
[101465]
Dec 6

@CKBlossom it something that I will be able to control all over again. I was thinking of doing jt to use on the visions i had and break the other side. I punched left, left arm, left ("hempisfear brain side"). That side is what i control now.

Reply
NormalFreak101's picture
[101465]
Dec 6

But i wonder if i can desensitize myself more. To make this world none existant in my mind and program to catch people who can not be found. Right arm hasn't been touched, and i ask myself. Is going through with it the same way i think it's going to work? Probably not, am i satisfied with who i am? No, i am missing something. I don't feel complete. I need a wawa, to make NC a NJ state. =P CooKkoooo i know lol

Reply
NormalFreak101's picture
[101465]
Dec 7

My mind is not clouded. I think, i will have an easier time doing it in theory because this is what I do. I used to pick my thumbs to pick my brain. My thumbs are my arms, and i feel that I have to go deeper. ("I know that this sounds absurd, but i am obessed with it in a good way. I am the only one who can control self harm and I am curious about breaking into my right side. What happens when i do it? Thinking only") normally, i don't ask questions, i would just do it. But i run the risk of loosing everything right now, is it worth it? Yes, but i can wait one year. Right now I have to figure out visions. Why are they so powerful and that i have absolutely no control like a dream state. Why? Mandolay bay? Why the burning sensation in my wrist? Why the fear? Why the pain in my chest? This is what I love doing, because I always push myself. I feel that I am going to have a positive self harm this time around. But i will never know. If i don't try. Also i am a strong believer in their are activation buttons on the human body that controls the brain in certain ways. This is not farfetched. Just my view. =)

show more ⇓
Reply

Login or Register

You are visiting Support Groups as an anonymous user.

Please consider joining our community and gain access to additional features by

registering or logging into your account