I am violent. My mind is telling me that I have to go back t

I am violent. My mind is telling me that I have to go back to my previous job with a baseball bat and break somethings. I realized that if I do this, I will be killed by the police. I totally agree with my last job with getting rid of myself. I think it was the best decision. But the argument that I had is in my mind. I am not suicidal. My mind is telling me that I have to do this.

They have an ice cube maker. I will go there and throw ice into the air instead. I am hoping then this will be the last time of getting images with aggression. But I doubt it. My current job is making me talk. I prefer not to talk at all. I will resign from my current job and try something else.

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Aug 13

@PattyG where would I find this book ? I usually order from Amazon. But it is better to ask which one. They are so many.

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Aug 14

The NIV (New International Version) is the easiest to read and understand. You're right - there are many versions out there and some are not even close to the correct interpretations. How are you this morning?

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Aug 14

Also, important to note - read the New Testament first . The Old Testament is historical and helps to understand parts of the new, but the N T applies to today, which the Old Testament doesn't.

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