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As i write this message. I wish I could tell mike and Cheste

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As i write this message. I wish I could tell mike and Chester bennington the truth. They are fighting between them on the internet boxing ring called social media ("Twitter"). Chester bennington may have vented during the times when he was depressed. Chester bennington was happy with linkin park. He join stone temples, but was dissatisfied. Everyone has their own nitch in music, but Chester was really effected. It's time for ghe family members to help his kids not fight back for past events. Chester is not here anymore. Mike shinoda is genuine friends with Chester, why else would he not be there by his side. He made linkin park who they were. His voice reached out. I don't blame anybody not even his therapist because nobody cares to understand. We have a "social norm" we must follow. Chester bennington was looking for a group of people like himself. I wish I told him. I was punching the wall at work for him. He would understand that I cared. I never thought of saying this on here because it is not aloud in my mind to vent to anyone else but yourself. I wish I could post thus on Twitter. But i am ashamed of who I am.

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Dec 5

@norseduncan yes, just a few minutes ago. I wanted to stab a picture i drew awhile back with the word victim on the eyes. I have that burning sensation in botb my wrist. I can not sleep. I am beyond my limit and have to cool off, i am back to drawing ("which i want now"). I need to find a something that represents me and maybe a solutions. Because i never want to feel this way ever again. There is a part of me that i do not understand why. In time, things will get better. It's what I do best at. I feel that i have to tell that coworker, but it goes against my rules. No one cares, it's just me. My mind would never let me be, it made me see it over and over again. I told myself there is NOTHING that i can do for them. In my mind, anything is possible, but in reality i am held down my cost, money, travel, finding, talking to them, mentoring them, doing something physically to help them during 2016-2017. My mind doesn't work like others, because I trained it to be a certain way. It's been awhile where i try to pretend to be something that I am not. I downloaded music of songs to share with coworkers THAT I WILL NEVER LISTEN TOO. It pisses me off, why do i have to pretend to be like everybody else. I needed to vent it. It feels better

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Dec 5

@NormalFreak101 so vent it. come here and vent it.

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Dec 5

@norseduncan i still have songs in my phone that i will never touch. I don't feel like deleting right now.

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