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Sleep eludes me again. I had my wallet stolen with important

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Sleep eludes me again. I had my wallet stolen with important documents and money, ( non violent, just swiped when I had my head turned), which caused my only off day to be a circus between cops and robbers. But it also brought up very strong feelings and memories I had buried. It took me back to my rape. The feeling of just pure disgust, self loathe, and hatred. I went from shame to blame back to victim. So many emotions. I have to miss work to try and get my life together tomorrow. Being broke is hard, even harder when your bill money is now gone. I am trying so hard to be positive. I know there is a bigger plan that I just don't know about yet, but I am very on edge and very anxious. I want to sleep, but I just get images in my head with this gloom feeling in my chest. I want this to stop!!!!
My mother comes for a few days tomorrow so hopefully that will help lighten my load and my spirits. Thanks for reading!
Any tips on how to exact revenge this Friday the 13th? Sad but true....

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Sep 10

I'm sorry you had such an awful day..... I hope the days ahead get better and you are able to surpass the memories. You have been through a lot, you must be a strong person. Praying that time with your mom will help you during this difficult time.

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Sep 11

Day3 still crying and anxious...working every calming technique but no release yet. Positive vibes please!

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Sep 11

Ditto!

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