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Hello, Im very depressed tonight for a magnitude of reasons

SeeingBeyondDarkness's picture
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Hello,
Im very depressed tonight for a magnitude of reasons. The first being my love is really struggling. Everyday i hear about his depression and/ or family issues. I think it's wearing me down...i now have pimples of my face, hair is falling out, and i look bad. My energy is gone as im super fatugued. I love him, but he takes a toll on my health. I have been doing good by distracting myself, but can't escape the fact he is hurting. Im doing everything i can for him, but it just hurts. I know it's not in my control yet i still feel sad about it. I try to detach my emotions from it, but can't seem to be able to do so yet.

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Stínový's picture
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Jan 11

I'm so sorry, I hope it gets better. Here to talk if you want:) hugs (like the really good kind that feel like they're holding you together and will keep you from breaking)

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SeeingBeyondDarkness's picture
[51870]
Jan 11

@Stínový
Thank you :)
I just feel so sad now. Im hurting really bad for him. I can see the good in him, but his family dosen't accept him cause he is gay. He is smart, kind, respectful everything a parent could want ....He lives in the Philippines so nothing i can do, but say "im here for you" etc...my biggest fear is losing him to suicide. I will forever blame myself and never recover. I blame myself already cause i feel like ive failed him only able to watch it fall. Im not sure how much he has left im him to keep going honestly and that kills me inside

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