honestly my brain SCREAMS that all my friends don’t like m

honestly my brain SCREAMS that all my friends don’t like me. it’s not just that they don’t like me, though. it’s deeper than that. it screams that i just invite myself and that annoys them, even when they invite me. it screams that i annoy them when i pop in and say hi if they’re in the lounge. it screams that they continue plans even when they cancel with me, even if it is truly cancelled. it screams that when i send a text or any sort of message to them, that they purposely ignore it for hours even when i know they’re busy. i used to be bad about reacting to it, though. i would accuse my friends of all of that, even when i knew deep down it wasn’t true. i still sometimes catch myself getting close to yelling and starting fights because deep down, i really really feel like they would be better without me anyways. sorry about the capitalization, i cant figure out how to turn it back to automatically capatalize...

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Apr 17

@norseduncan i really try, it gets super difficult at times, though :/

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Apr 17

@piikoi07 I’m only 20, but i’m the same way. I have forced myself to hang out with people to try to get over it but it doesn’t work... my mom has even gone as far as to call me a hermit when i’ve tried to explain it to her...

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Apr 17

@skyscraperpug I know it does. but do your best. you recognize the issue here, and that's a lot of the battle

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