I know pain. Ive felt it deeply and have been through hard t
I know pain. Ive felt it deeply and have been through hard times. Someone who has never felt pain as the level I did is never able to understand. The sad thing is I dont have many people who have had problems at the level Ive had or similar to mine. So its hard for me to connect with people. There are times when I try though but I end up feeling how much different I am from then and that I am not normal mentally. It scares me because makes me feel like I will be alone for ever and will remained unwanted and unaccepted for ever.
I can relate. Problems from mental illness take us to a whole new level of darkness and despair. I have bipolar really bad. I feel so broken. I feel hopeless like I've completely ruined my life and it will never get better. I'm doing my best to focus on gratitude but I feel so low... I'm sorry for laying this all out here. I need a 'shoulder to cry on' too and this post tells me you understand. I'm so sorry you feel so much pain. We don't deserve this. Someday I hope we can look back on it as tough times behind us, and a joyful life in the present.
@afunk Please feel free to comment on my posts. Your comments will be always appreciated. Im struggling so bad too. The most painful thing is I cant do much to change this horrible situation and all I can do is just to survive through it. I cant wrote more at the moment. Im feeling terribly depressed right now
@spark_girl Thank you so much for saying it's ok to comment. I just really feel the pain too and it's hard keeping it all inside. I'm so sorry you're in a horrible situation that you have to survive through. I truly wish things could be better for you. I hope your night somehow gets better and the depression subsides. I'm grateful for your support. <3