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I'm not sure if I posted already, sorry in advance I'm new t

I'm not sure if I posted already, sorry in advance I'm new to this. I hope to find people to talk too. I'm so lonely, desperate to be loved, sad all the time, easily prone to crying. I have my friends but their all convinced its all in my head, but thats the ****. It is all in my head, literally. I have MDD, ADD, and anxiety. I have these legitimate issues in my head and no one understands. I know it's not their fault. A lot of people don't have experience dealing with issues like mine. I try not to expect anything from anyone these days. But its so difficult. I just got a call this morning from my doctor telling me I have HPV. F*ck, Like I didn't have to deal with so much already. I don't feel like myself. I feel empty. I feel like a pile of missing puzzle pieces meant for different puzzles. I don't feel like I'm experiencing my life. I'm just watching my life go by. I try to do so many different things to try to feel. But I don't feel anything anymore. I met some guy this weekend, that I had thought was cool, you know good for me. Someone I can get to know, someone understanding and funny. But now I have HPV and that changes the way I think about having relationships right now. My ex boyfriend treated me like trash. I don't know what to do. I'm only 22, I have my whole life ahead of me but I can't get over the feeling that I'm done for, you know?

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Jul 14

@PrettyBlueEyesz I've been googling as well and it may be that none of the strains of hpv ever go away...in the same way that the chicken pox virus never goes away...but may or may not come back as shingles. Or...it may be that in some people it is completely eradicated...or not. I see inconsistent information as to the meaning of "clearance" because currently medical science doesn't really know. Definitely look at the work of Dr. Hunter Handsfield and you'll see as much - it seems like there is a lot yet to be completly understood.

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Jul 14

@PennyPanic you would think with all the modern technology our government supposedly has, they would have some type of advancement on this.

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Jul 15

@PrettyBlueEyesz I agree...it's rather unbelievable isn't it?

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