So I've been away from my husband all week. He was sick and

cjb25's picture

So I've been away from my husband all week. He was sick and I used that to get out of the house and stay with my mom so the baby wouldn't get sick. But he is better today so I had to go home this evening. I was thinking about it all day and dreading going home to the point it made me physically sick. I wanted to throw up, I wanted to die, I wanted to cut so badly.
I don't know if I can handle living with him much longer. He's emotionally abusive, says he doesn't trust me, blames me for ruining his life, says our relationship will never be the same (all this because I'm not the same religion as him anymore) he spends 90% of the time on his game and expects me to keep a spotless house and take care of the baby by myself. I hate this and I don't want to be here anymore. I want to talk to him about it but I know one of two things will happen. He'll either be really angry and go off on me, or he'll get really sweet and desperate and beg me to stay. The former will make it easy to just leave, the latter will make it hard not to stay.

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CKBlossom's picture
Feb 13

How are things going, are you considering making plans to leave for good?

cjb25's picture
Feb 13

@CKBlossom yes. He went off on me yesterday morning and accused me of hiding his keys to stress him out. I tried having a conversation with him about his behavior but he tried turning it around on me and called me abusive. He almost had me convinced... I gave him option to get help but he refuses even if it means I'll leave. So I know I've done all I can. This is it. But it's still hard.


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