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I am having a pretty rough day. The week has been pretty bad

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I am having a pretty rough day. The week has been pretty bad all over. But basically I had this terrible headache last weekend that never went away. Then I finally got some sleep and Monday it was gone but I had bad ear pain, realized it had to be ear infection. Called urgent care and did one of those virtual appointments got some ear drops. But **** pharmacy didnt get them in until Tuesday night. So all week I have been dealing with that. Well today my husband is home and I was supposed to go to work. I cant tell you how bad things got between us. Somethings stupid turned into a horrible fight. And when I went upstairs to calm down I went into full blown panic. Then I hear the door open downstairs and get a texgt from saying hes sorry but we made a mistake and are wrong for each other...blah blah. And he left. I called him and he had blocked me. I lost it kept texting him. Called again and nothing. I ended up self harming myself which I got better with. I called work said I had a family emergency couldnt make it. He told me okay, but then text me saying he needed me ASAP like an hour later. COuple hours later my boss wanted me to work from 6pm-10pm. I told him no I live an hour from job. He knows I want to live because of multiple reasons. Thats for another discussion. I offered to work my day off tomorrow. He said no and that since I am not coming in my job is in jeopardy. I cant do it anymore. Everyone wants me to quit that place anyways. I need to get my anxiety under control. I feel like more **** now from crying all day. My husband did come home. And he apologized for his part. I told him now I am depressed he doesnt get when these things happen I go from up to down. I cant just turn it off.

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Jul 6

@kprincess613 I wish I knew. He is just generally angry about everything. Since it's just me and the dog, we have to hear it . I can't talk to him when he is like this, so just waiting it out. This is not the kind, loving man I married. Maybe being home all day, everyday is getting to him. Welcome to my life. lol

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Jul 6

@Marinewife this seems to be my world now also. And I am not working now also. At least my husband is away most of the week though so I only need to deal with him on weekend and via text. You can always talk to me, lol

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Jul 8

@kprincess613 Lucky you. I would like to send my husband on a long, long, vacation!

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