I'm not really sure where to start.... am I in denial about

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I'm not really sure where to start.... am I in denial about being an alcoholic? I drink a couple cocktails every night. Am I so unworthy of any man or friend? I've been single for 5 years and won't go on any dates because I'm scared to death. Should I be ashamed of who I am? I'm a single mom of a 9 year old boy who lives with my mom and stepfather.
I'm panicking that I'm empty.

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Oct 11

@EmbraceReality912
I haven't gone on a date for almost four years. I don't drink anymore, have no children and live alone. I don't feel fear. I do avoid target rich environments. Maybe next year, lol.

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Oct 12

@EmbraceReality912 you are unique and most beautiful person on this earth so there is nothing to be ashamed and keep urself low. At least u r not hurting anyone and very receptive to accepting that there is something that needs to be fixed....so don't think too much negative about yourself . Nothing is good or bad all are production of conditioned mind...human being is not perfect like God and we can not control everything is this world. So as long as we love and respect our self all is well.......I drink also and it slow down my over thinking mind process and I feel good but it is not a permanent solution as once i get up in the morning then same mind thinking pattern started...so now I am trying to accept and praise myself may be things will work out that way I don't want to escape from my real nature temporary through alcohol so plz pray for me n I am also praying for u as v both r unique and God love us very much that's why v r still alive n sharing our feeling.......

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Oct 12

@Ducktape
I feel as if I should at least be trying to date. I just turned 30 and my only thinking is that i can't bring myself to do anything about it.

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