I think I am with a narcissit and I want to break up with hi
I think I am with a narcissit and I want to break up with him but its very hard....I am 17 and he is 22 we have an online distance thing....I wouldnt really call it a relationship because I cant date but uk...its almost like that. Anyways, we argue a lot and idk if its him or me....I have broken it off with him many times but I keep going back but he hurts me a lot....I try to work things out but he always blames me...he says he loves me but he also gets jelous if I dont give him all y attention or if I mention I was out ith someone...he immediently assume its a guy and if I dont understand his feelings quick enough he gets mad....also...I dont know If I really want to say this but it might help...he suggests I finger myself and he is very sexual...he doesnt mind sexual things and wants to see parts of my body which I have not shown him yet because I am not comfortable and it doesnt feel right. What he doesnt know is that my likeness for him is fading...I used to really like him but since the arguments things have taken a turn for the worst and the arguments have really taken a toll on me....he smokes and drinks and we argue a lot...im not innoent though...I have cursed at him and im stubborn so I dont stop when he says and I have done some sexual stuff infront of him just so he would stop nagging me...he may seem like a creep but he is really sweet...he calls me beautiful and for once I feel romantically loved....it only happened once with another guy and he left me...Any advice? I dont know what else to do or where to turn...
I know it's easier said than done. Most things are. But sometimes they still need to be said. Heard. First. You might not be seeing the whole picture. The saddest person can wear the biggest smile. And even the most beautifulest of people have their ugly days. Continue to work on yourself. Not your appearance. Not your image. But your soul. The real you. Self knowledge can be the most beautifulest of things. and soo much can be built from that.
@Natet0499 Thank you... I will try :)
@Natet0499 Thank you for your advice btw