It feels like it's never gonna stop Lile I am rapped again

It feels like it's never gonna stop
Lile I am rapped again and again and again
I felt nice
And then my mother discover the story
I was childish and I told her the truth ... that her brother molested me
All she was thinking about is my virginity since we are an arabic muslim family
I wzs shoked all she cares about was that
And now my sisters are blaming me for talking
My husband is the only one who really cares about me
I'm struggling right now and i don't know what to do or how to overcome this ****
I feel so sad and shame and blame and I can see the blame in their eyes like if it was my fault

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Sep 27

@Littlesis7
I choose to heal from this trauma and all the effects
I try to find help by reading books about that either but sometime the pain is so big so that I can't handle it alone

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Sep 27

@Chahi25 I would like to suggest that when she calls, don't answer her call. If you want you can wait a little while or few hours then text her and tell her you seen she called. Tell her you were not able to call because your were busy doing something just make something up maybe you were outside, in the shower, taking a nap, driving, didn't hear the phone ect. If you do call her or answer her call watch the clock give her a set amount of time like 10 min after that make an excuse that you have to go. Make a real long list of excuses and keep them in the same place so you know where they are I'm sure you will memorize them. She will get use to it after awhile. Trust me it isn't as hard as you might think. I did it years ago. Once I made up my mind the weight was off my shoulders. Of course it can make you feel bad at times but after you get a little taste of that freedom from her toxicity, that will be your motivator to stick to your boundaries. I was always the good daughter too...I mean bend over backwards doing all kinds of hard work. It use to sicken me to think of everything I did for her I was mad at myself. My mother isn't a mother she's a witch that rides a broomstick.

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(410)
Sep 28

@Fohb460
Thank's for the support
I can feelbetter now
I won't care about others I will just take good care of my self

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