Trapped in my own unReality

I am presently scaring the hebbiegebbies out of myself. I fall asleep in my closet because I am too afraid to be in my room at night. They only come out at night so you have to be really careful. There may have been a time when my bed wasn't just for show because as it stands, i am an insomniac and I barely sleep. I hate that I have to clean everything all the time but my OCD makes me do it. I am sorry that I scare people, but if you scare yourself, you cannot help but scare other people. I cannot stand anything less than total chaos. but I only stand for love.

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  eekk!!
  OCD
  I hate to think that I actually have OCD because that would not coincide with my schedule. I mean how do I know that I am Obsessive Compulsive. Ma...
  Latest Post by Trapped in my own unReality on Sun, 06/13/2010 - 16:26. Comments - 3
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  hehe. still hyper as hell
  Insomnia
  I need sleep. I look dead and I am mad as a hatter. But I cant sleep. my body doesnt really know the meaning of sleep. It's not because I am deficient...
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  Why do mirrors lie?
  Schizophrenia
  Do you know what it's like to not only hate the way you look when you look in a mirror but to know that you arent supposed to look that way? Really. I...
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  In a "Perfect" world...
  Schizophrenia
  In a perfect world would I have less than I have now and be happy? In a perfect world would I be okay? If we lived in a perfect world, would I...
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