Reality2Day

In Recovery again. Had 20 yrs clean, used for the past 4 yrs on & off, Now admitting it is a way of life for me. At 54, I enter the last stage of my life. I am very good at isolating. Trusting others is not easy. WANT to be a better person. I was married to a addict for most of my life; married him twice & divorced him twice. I am a Christian and miss going to My Church, The Richmond Outreach Center,VA. my 2bx goes there with his newest G/F . I am seeking another church since I will be moving to a rural area within a month. New People, New Things.

Latest Posts by Reality2Day

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  Crack: why is it not on the list
  Divorce
  Crack is a drug too. just as alcohol, smoking, etc.............it is addictive and cost a fortune. yet for a few hours , makes one forget thier exist...
  Latest Post by larrylive on Sun, 05/20/2012 - 09:21. Comments - 3
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  Divorce is worse than Death 2 me
  Divorce
  I am still not legally divorced. I am supposed to forgive him, but I don't. If I dont' forgive him for his not staying married, infidelity, his being...
  Latest Post by CynthiaB on Mon, 03/05/2012 - 03:41. Comments - 3
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  Xmas Eve: with Family, Hard!
  Cocaine
  at 11:30 I will be at my son's house for xmas eve. My parents will be there as well. This will last till far past 6pm. I am on day 31 clean/sober. T...
  Latest Post by gullible girl on Wed, 01/04/2012 - 20:04. Comments - 3
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  Insurance ends in Dec !
  Cocaine
  O.k., I am Bipolar and take med's, Lithium, Seroquel XR 300 mg, Lorezapam. I am on Medicare, Had Otima Health as part D, now they are canceling me as...
  Latest Post by CK on Tue, 12/20/2011 - 08:50. Comments - 1
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  Day 26
  Cocaine
  Day 26, Clean/Sober, new day, new way. I had a rough night sleeping, but today I will get out and attend a meeting and spend time w/family. New day, ...
  Latest Post by CK on Tue, 12/20/2011 - 08:00. Comments - 1
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  Divorce/Death
  Divorce
  I am almost divorced. I have asked my husabnd many times IF he wanted to let go of his lover of recent and start over in Church. But he takes her the...
  Latest Post by elegantlinda on Mon, 12/19/2011 - 17:51. Comments - 4
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  Day 25: beginning
  Cocaine
  WEll, I awoke this morning. Another Sunday. Another day to be clean, yes I am counting , day 25. I am trying to plan the day, to attend a meeting, do...
  Latest Post by CK on Mon, 12/19/2011 - 15:35. Comments - 1
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  day 24
  Cocaine
  Thank goodness it is almost a done Saturday once again. I do isolate, yet it does keep me in a false safety. I did not go out all day today. I did ...
  Latest Post by CK on Mon, 12/19/2011 - 14:33. Comments - 1
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  Lonliness
  Divorce
  Does anyone else live in lonliness? Is going to a meeting the only time you see ppl ? or to the grocery store? Life now is sooo very different. He...
  Latest Post by elegantlinda on Mon, 12/19/2011 - 03:17. Comments - 4
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  Religion or Spirituality
  Cocaine
  What is the difference? For me Religion was the church I belonged to with my husband , The Richmond Outreach Center in VA where he has had and is hav...
  Latest Post by elegantlinda on Sun, 12/18/2011 - 17:04. Comments - 2
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  day 23 almost over
  Cocaine
  I want to use. I just left church. I think GOD stopped listeing to me a long time ago. He blesses my husband with money, property, G/f and soooo mu...
  Latest Post by Reality2Day on Sat, 12/17/2011 - 15:28. Comments - 3
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  The S.A.A.R.A. center
  Cocaine
  THIS saara center has helped me greatley. It is in richmond VA and other areas. FREE. MEetings and such. I would like to volunteer, but until I fee...
  Latest Post by marcie on Fri, 12/16/2011 - 23:38. Comments - 1
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  Day 23 Clean/Sober
  Cocaine
  Yes, Day 23. Weekends are the hardest, actually my addiciton did not discriminate ANY day, but I am finding toooo much TIME on wknds. Going thru a d...
  Latest Post by CK on Fri, 12/16/2011 - 09:16. Comments - 1
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  Acceptance ! Moving On
  Divorce
  I met my husabnd in 88, lived together, then married for three yrs...He Used Alcohol/drugs daily, yet functional. I was CLEAN/Sober 20 yrs. WE divorc...
  Latest Post by Reality2Day on Sun, 12/11/2011 - 05:15. Comments - 1

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