tainted_love

I am a young adult learning more about myself everyday. I love to be productive & give back to the community. Politics is my passion. My life is in this transition & I find it so challenging. Facing my inner demons one day at a time. Recovering sex abuse victim.

Latest Posts by tainted_love

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  feeling like a victim
  Sexual Abuse
  Hello All, I haven't been on this site in a while & I think its time to check back in. About four months ago I decided that I should deal with my ra...
  Latest Post by Oslek-1844 on Thu, 02/02/2012 - 04:48. Comments - 1
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  Conflicted & scared
  Sexual Abuse
  Hello All, I have not posted in a while. About 6 months ago I relocated for school. Since I was browsing the internet to see if my attacker was a r...
  Latest Post by dare on Thu, 12/01/2011 - 06:21. Comments - 7
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  How to change when my mother won't
  Anger Management
  I am facing much difficulty maintaining a relationship with my mother. I never had a relationship with my mother until I became an adult. She was alwa...
  Latest Post by April on Mon, 11/14/2011 - 14:16. Comments - 8
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  emotionally paralyzed
  Rape
  I feel so jaded. I feel that emotionally I will never recover. Maybe my mind is still clouded because I am in the beginning of recovery but I feel hop...
  Latest Post by tainted_love on Fri, 11/04/2011 - 12:00. Comments - 4
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  Today is one of those days
  Rape
  I just need to express how I'm feeling but I have no one to express it to that seems to understand. About 1 1/2 month ago, I realized my attacker was ...
  Latest Post by Put It On My TAB on Mon, 10/31/2011 - 13:52. Comments - 3
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  I need advice
  Anger Management
  I am in a difficult situation & need some outside unbias guidance. About a week ago I got into an altercation with someone who I have been close frien...
  Latest Post by FireLilly on Sat, 10/29/2011 - 09:29. Comments - 3
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  anger is eating me alive
  Rape
  For the past decade, my anger has caused me so many problems. As a young woman who was raped in my early teen years, I have been struggling for the lo...
  Latest Post by Caffeine2 on Wed, 10/26/2011 - 15:09. Comments - 10
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  Hitting a wall
  Sexual Abuse
  As I battle with the issues that I have with my sexual abuse....I felt myself today letting my emotions getting the best of me. Everyday I struggle wi...
  Latest Post by tainted_love on Mon, 10/24/2011 - 14:42. Comments - 6
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  Misunderstood
  Sexual Abuse
  I try to not make myself the victim. I pride myself in being understanding for people in my life however I find myself misunderstood. It is the most ...
  Latest Post by shilohani on Wed, 10/19/2011 - 14:45. Comments - 4
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  Ex boyfriend...what a nightmare
  Relationship
  Way back 6 1/2 years ago, I began dating a guy. It got very intense & he swept me off of my feet. I felt that I truly had found my true love. We spent...
  Latest Post by tainted_love on Wed, 10/19/2011 - 14:28. Comments - 2
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  Time away
  Sexual Abuse
  I have been off the site for several days because I had to compose myself. I feel like its always one thing after another. I got a call from the depar...
  Latest Post by charli0217 on Sun, 10/16/2011 - 22:38. Comments - 3
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  Conflicted
  Relationship
  I am young adult but sometimes I feel like I have an old soul. Women my age just date around but I don't feel like I'm in that phase. I have been "on ...
  Latest Post by tainted_love on Thu, 10/13/2011 - 22:58. Comments - 2
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  Overwhelming emotions
  Sexual Abuse
  So far today feels like another rough day. For the past several weeks, I have been dwelling on my rape but trying to supress that because I have been ...
  Latest Post by tainted_love on Wed, 10/12/2011 - 00:48. Comments - 11
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  A state of confusion
  Sexual Abuse
  Hello, I am new to this site. I am a young adult trying make sense of what happened to me exactly a decade ago. When I was 13, I was raped by my fi...
  Latest Post by Frederick on Tue, 10/11/2011 - 12:52. Comments - 19

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