pain2deep

I am 35 years old and have an 18 old son.. Been suffering from depression for many years. It has been taking over my life lately and making into a person that I am not and do not know. Hurting the ones that love me and lashing out with anger.. Tired of it and trying to take a step into the right direction so I no longer hurt my family..

Latest Posts by pain2deep

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  lost confused hurt
  Relationship
  Well its been almost 2 months since I left and I thought I would be feeling better but I find my self missing him. The pain is taking over me entirely...
  Latest Post by Monica5 on Sat, 03/17/2012 - 03:08. Comments - 2
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  I left
  Relationship
  It has been 2 weeks since I left my boyfriend, the father of my son. We have been together for 19 years and he is the only man I have ever known in an...
  Latest Post by onestepatatime on Sat, 02/11/2012 - 19:01. Comments - 3
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  Why
  Relationship
  In an hour Jose will be home from work. My heart is racing and its getting hard for me to breathe correctly. As some of ya might know Jose and I have ...
  Latest Post by pain2deep on Wed, 02/08/2012 - 22:31. Comments - 17
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  WHats done is done...
  Relationship
  Well just when I thought things were getting better for me, I allowed my self to fall back. I am hurting and feeling so many things. Don't know what t...
  Latest Post by CK on Wed, 01/25/2012 - 10:36. Comments - 1
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  Tired of trying
  Relationship
  I wonder why I try when it seems like it does not help. I am so tired of hurting and hurting the ones I love. It seems like the more I try the further...
  Latest Post by pain2deep on Mon, 01/09/2012 - 12:32. Comments - 7
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  Missing him
  Loneliness
  My boyfriend and I split up but we are still living in the same house. I want to work things out. I suffer from depression, anger, and anxiety but I a...
  Latest Post by pain2deep on Mon, 01/09/2012 - 12:28. Comments - 2
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  Crazy
  Depression
  I know this might sound stupid but felt like sharing... I been putting off taking down our Christmas tree for a few days and finally found the courage...
  Latest Post by marcie on Sat, 01/07/2012 - 21:49. Comments - 1
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  Alone
  Relationship
  Today started off good. Jose and I talked Thursday night and when I was awaken this morning by him opening my bedroom door something he has not done i...
  Latest Post by pain2deep on Fri, 01/06/2012 - 23:49. Comments - 2
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  Feeling hopeful
  Relationship
  Well as usual I woke after Jose went to work for the day. Did more research and went for a few walks. While I was out walking around I was thinking ab...
  Latest Post by CK on Fri, 01/06/2012 - 12:53. Comments - 1
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  In need of a friend...
  Depression
  Well this my 3rd post and I was just wondering if anyone would like to talk. I am new here and having issues with depression and anger. A lot is going...
  Latest Post by W Fox on Fri, 01/06/2012 - 01:35. Comments - 16
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  Hope
  Depression
  Well I started off the day on the wrong foot, like always.. Something overcame me today and I realized that I needed to start helping my self get thro...
  Latest Post by Cat1184 on Thu, 01/05/2012 - 22:40. Comments - 4
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  frustrated
  Depression
  Seems like I can not do anything right.. I am so a total fuck up and nothing I can do or say will ever make him see that I am with him because I love ...
  Latest Post by pain2deep on Tue, 01/03/2012 - 20:16. Comments - 2
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  :(
  Depression
  Why is that everyone I love I hurt and push away from me? The 1 person that I truly love an care about is giving up on me because of this. Feeling los...
  Latest Post by poseysmom on Tue, 01/03/2012 - 20:07. Comments - 1
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  I am new
  Depression
  Well I am 35 yrs old and been dealing with depression for many years now but lately it has been very out of control. My depression has taken control o...
  Latest Post by pain2deep on Tue, 01/03/2012 - 19:43. Comments - 2

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