nothing is wrong

I am a 25 year old woman who just received her Master's in Occupational Therapy. I am going to be moving to California soon where I have a job all lined up! :O) I am excited to have a job where the description is "evaluating disability, teaching remediation, and helping people function idependently". I love seeing the light in everyone's eyes. I is a daily inspiration for me to live everyday like it's the only day I have. I was diagnosed with anorexia four years ago, and I have been cycling in and out of it ever since. I'm sick of the way my life revolves around food but I have no idea how to put something else there. I have a wonderful mother who is my best friend and biggest supporter. I also have two brothers whom I am so proud of: one is in the Air Force and the other is a junior in college to where he he has a full ride. My family is a bunch of overacheivers I guess you would say. I have lived several different places in my life but I hope that my move to California is the last one. I am not dating anyone and I feel that before I can love another person, I have to first love myself. And from the way I havew been abusing my body... it would seem I really dislike myself.

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  Relationship for an Anorexic
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  A BIG ultimatum... but my choice?
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  WHo am I?
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  Guilt Sucks
  Anorexia
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  Holiday Fear
  Eating Disorders
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