female31

I am a 35 year old mother of 5 beautiful little girls aging from 15, 10, 5, and 1 month old twins. I've gone through some hard times but God never said life would be easy. So I'm taking one day at a time, I will no longer hold my head down. I did NOTHING wrong! I will hold my head HIGH with pride. I have been hurt so many times by people who say they love me but now I can let that happen again. My eyes will never be closed again but my heart is always opened to loving those who love me. I will never be the woman I use to be because now I am better. I was told I will never walk again but, THE DEVIL IS A LIE! I have the will and the drive to run and play with my children again, so I will.

Latest Posts by female31

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  How do I eat, and how do I be healthy?
  Emotional Abuse
  I went to the doctor today to get my results from my x-ray and brain scan. I was told it was my fault my brain isn’t healing the way it should. Tha...
  Latest Post by renee2 on Wed, 05/23/2012 - 05:07. Comments - 32
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  Can I get hugs please? Can really use 1 to today! I'm stressed
  Suicide
  I can use some hugs please...I'm trying to control/deal with my Anxiety today. Thank you in advance Rochell...
  Latest Post by Palinda on Sat, 05/19/2012 - 13:00. Comments - 157
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  feeling a little defeated
  Suicide
  I dont know what to do with myself!!!!!!!!I dont what to say!!!!! I dont know anything!!!!! I'm looking for a way out!!!!! I have to see my therapi...
  Latest Post by female31 on Fri, 05/18/2012 - 03:34. Comments - 52
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  NO ONE SEES ME
  Suicide
  I thought by lying to myself first and lying to my family would make everything so much better. I'm not better at all. I'm tired of fighting this wa...
  Latest Post by female31 on Thu, 05/17/2012 - 05:24. Comments - 31
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  How do I move forward?
  Rape
  I'm trying so hard to move on with my life. It is so difficult to do that when your past is always hitting you in the face. I cant open my eyes witho...
  Latest Post by ttyrone on Wed, 05/09/2012 - 02:15. Comments - 14
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  I'm glad I'm not a mean-hearted person
  Emotional Abuse
  It is so sad that people come on here for support and instead they get people who wants to say hurtful thing to them. There are a lot of us going t...
  Latest Post by tools on Tue, 05/08/2012 - 16:32. Comments - 6
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  My poem, my struggle, my heart "I will fight"
  Rape
  I have been through hell and back. Now I am going through it again. I have a long hard road ahead of me but I know I can get past this. I struggl...
  Latest Post by female31 on Sun, 05/06/2012 - 19:06. Comments - 14
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  Something is wrong! I can handle the truth!
  Depression
  Why do I get the feeling I'm being lied too or something is being kept from me. I really hate feeling this way. All I ask for is for is the truth...
  Latest Post by female31 on Sat, 04/28/2012 - 23:52. Comments - 55
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  I'm soooo excited
  Family
  I just got a call from the the hospital. Aubrey is going home on Satursday. I wish I go get her, I miss them so much, I haven't gotten a hold of my f...
  Latest Post by renee2 on Thu, 04/26/2012 - 19:02. Comments - 5
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  Want to say hi
  Epilepsy
  I can't stay long so I wanted to tell everyone I say hello. Love Chell...
  Latest Post by Princess on Tue, 04/24/2012 - 19:24. Comments - 7
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  I'm embarrassed to be here! I had to build my nerves to post!So please forgive me!
  Emotional Abuse
  Hey everyone, Please forgive me! I have been really scared to come to the board I didn’t want anyone to talk bad about me. I have been in pm with a...
  Latest Post by peace be still on Tue, 04/10/2012 - 21:19. Comments - 62
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  Can't stop Crying
  Rape
  I cant stop crying, I have been sitting in my room all day, my 5 year old baby came in a little while ago and laid down beside me and said, mommy I ca...
  Latest Post by kc55 on Thu, 04/05/2012 - 12:52. Comments - 16
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  A Letter to My Rapist (everyone feel free to post your letter as well) I AM SWEARING A LITTLE
  Emotional Abuse
  Dear You Sick Motherfucker I say to YOU no more, no more controlling me, my life, my family, etc. You did what you sit out to do. YOU almost dest...
  Latest Post by female31 on Sun, 03/25/2012 - 20:17. Comments - 55
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  Afraid of what goes bump in the night
  Depression
  As old as I am I feel so stupid to be still afraid of ever little bump or noice I hear in the night. I jump so fast I scare myself. The sad thing ab...
  Latest Post by tools on Fri, 03/23/2012 - 04:51. Comments - 19
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  Another HIV Test!!!
  Rape
  Today is scary for me. I so hate the unknown! I am having another HIV test today. I'm scared a hell and then to top it all off I have to wait anothe...
  Latest Post by female31 on Wed, 03/21/2012 - 20:16. Comments - 26
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