Hi everyone! I recently decided to join this site to get some support from others that can relate to some of the things I havent been able to deal with, especially the newest one. I ended up getting a STD from an incident and havent been the same since (main reasoning for even considering this site). I keep beating myself up eventhough I know it wasnt my fault. I tend to get so down and angry but I keep taking it out on those around me who are here even through it, my boyfriend seems to be the one that deals with the most. My bf is virus free and I really want to keep it that way, although he says if it happens he'll never hold it against me. Which has gave me hope :) I really hope I can start to cope better mainly with this but I have a couple others I have looked at to hopefully deal with those better. Thank you to everyone and anyone who takes the time to have some imput, anything helps. I'm not easily offended so please dont think anything you say could really offend me. If I was offended by my situations, I wouldnt be open. So just remember anything helps and Im always willing to help anyone even if Im not exactly in their group. Just write me a message and I will definately get back to EVERYONE! :)