May 24, 2012
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I am not a victim, and I am not just a survivor. I am a warrior. I have become comfortable in my own skin. I love myself now, with the exception of my rage. If I could conquer the violence in my soul and head, I would be able to find true peace. I don't like to discuss my childhood. If I talk about it, I have to remember it. I don't trust people easily-- which is why I am here. Anonymity makes things easier. I am artistic and poetic, but deeply disconnected, and have a hard time forming lasting bonds. I am most happy when I am on the road, with everyone and everything in my rear view mirror, and the world drowned by music. I have been shaped by physical and emotional abuse, years of silence, abandonment, and shattered dreams. I am a vegetarian, a virgin, a pansexual, and have an aversive fear of physical intimacy due to my past. I don't like being touched. I am content and open about my abstinence. Although I would be fine with remaining this way for the remainder of my life, I hold out a smidgeon of hope that I will be able to trust someone on that level someday. I am involved in animal rescue; I rescue because I was not rescued. I hope to someday get into either wildlife rescue and rehab, or pursue a career in Psychology. I would enjoy using my experience to aid youths and adults brought up in situations like mine-- but I know I need to finish my own inner journey before I can truly help others with their own. The message I want people in abusive situations to know, that I wish I had known, is simple: You are not alone.
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Name: Kophie
Birthday: 5/7/1986
Location: From DFW, Texas. Currently in NW Indiana.
Signature: "But I must be an acrobat, to talk like this and act like that--
But you can dream, so dream outloud!
And don't let the bastards wear you down."
~ U2
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