auntiem911

I am 19 and have currently lost my Dad to pulmonary fibrosis(NSIP). I feel very lonely and sad these days and It is hard for me to talk to people about it that live with me or who are close. I am not one to talk face to face with people about these things. Instead I turn to reading or my great passion of drawing or painting. Although, it is not always enough so I am turning to this site in hopes of getting support for the coming days that loom ahead of me.

Latest Posts by auntiem911

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  Anxiety
  Anxiety
  Hello All, I am here to try and learn to cope with my anxiety. About 8 months ago I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety and panic disorder. My d...
  Latest Post by wiffyatthehub on Thu, 04/21/2011 - 05:11. Comments - 1
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  Another second, minute, hour, day and finally year
  Grief
  In exactly 1 hour it will be one year since the end of one journey and the beginning of a new one. A journey of loss, discovery and finally growth. ...
  Latest Post by domestic on Sun, 04/03/2011 - 22:11. Comments - 1
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  Reflections and Sadness
  Grief
  t is so hard to watch death happen as I was right there when my Dad died on April 3. Luckily, he went very peaceful and there was no struggle like we ...
  Latest Post by The Lone Kat on Mon, 05/31/2010 - 14:46. Comments - 1
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  Losing a Dad
  Depression
  I am 18 years old and am facing the impending death of my 55 year old father to Pulmonary Fibrosis, NSIP to be exact, and feel so many different thing...
  Latest Post by auntiem911 on Tue, 05/04/2010 - 23:02. Comments - 7
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  The End
  Depression
  AS predicted in the last post my father after a long journey finally paces to the next place or elsewhere. I feel numb, sad, exhausted, and happy. ...
  Latest Post by bluidkiti on Sun, 04/04/2010 - 04:35. Comments - 1
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  Sounds to haunt the soul
  Depression
  Over the last week I have faced hurtle after hurtle with my father and have had far to many anxiety attacks. My story starts Wednesday: Dad's heath...
  Submitted by auntiem911 on Sat, 04/03/2010 - 20:06. Comments - 0
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  A few days left
  Depression
  As I sit here this afternoon on the last day of my break watching my Dad, I know death is not far away anymore. I say a couple days maybe, until the e...
  Latest Post by bluidkiti on Mon, 03/29/2010 - 06:10. Comments - 1
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  Finals
  College
  So stressed for finals tomorrow! I have no idea what to study for as the teacher is all over the place. Hope I do well! Any suggestions on how to pass...
  Latest Post by auntiem911 on Sun, 03/28/2010 - 10:02. Comments - 7
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  Night or Day?
  Depression
  Let me start by apologizing for any confusion that I could cause. I am completely exhausted after no sleep last night and only a half sleep the previo...
  Latest Post by outtatime59 on Sat, 03/27/2010 - 12:58. Comments - 5
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  Less then a month to live.
  Depression
  Less then a month to live....disease is in the final stages...celebrate important things now...Sister coming home next week... This is all I remember ...
  Latest Post by auntiem911 on Fri, 03/26/2010 - 15:52. Comments - 14
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  Memory Lane
  Depression
  Today for me was like walking down memory Lane. All I could do was think of the first Friday i had of spring break for Christmas. I remember that day ...
  Latest Post by auntiem911 on Sat, 03/20/2010 - 10:51. Comments - 2
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  So stressed/anxious that I feel sick!
  Depression
  Today was relatively good. I took my last final and think I did really good. I saw E (mentor/friend/art teacher) today for an hour we both had fun loo...
  Latest Post by bluidkiti on Fri, 03/19/2010 - 06:42. Comments - 1
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  Disappointment and Mistakes
  Depression
  Well today started out terrible for me. I was in charge of giving dad his med's in the morning, feeding him, and giving him insulin. He was supposed t...
  Submitted by auntiem911 on Wed, 03/17/2010 - 20:20. Comments - 0

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