lookingtowardsGod

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  I fall apart when i can't help
  Depression
  Sometimes it seems that I am falling apart faster than I can try to put myself together. I am bombarded by so much that I have to do in such a short ...
  Latest Post by CK on Mon, 04/30/2012 - 10:30. Comments - 1
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  the lack of being able to avoid leaves me a mess
  Panic Attack
  I used to be able to avoid what was really bothering me. I was really good at it until it got to be too much and I would explode but still I would try...
  Latest Post by stanisz on Sat, 04/14/2012 - 06:15. Comments - 2
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  once again im a failure at life
  Suicide
  I am fairly positive that i failed my theology test today. There is no way i will do well in that class then because there are only 3 tests in the ter...
  Latest Post by lookingtowardsGod on Thu, 04/12/2012 - 08:11. Comments - 3
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  failure i am
  Suicide
  I am going to fail my test tomorrow. I have been having a really bad depressive episode recently which has caused me to oversleep my first class on tu...
  Latest Post by lookingtowardsGod on Tue, 04/10/2012 - 11:43. Comments - 7
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  Trust issues
  Suicide
  I have trust issues. I figure thats probably from having unstable relationships with my parents from a young age. That causes me to feel alone so much...
  Latest Post by issues764 on Thu, 04/05/2012 - 22:34. Comments - 3
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  Angry when i shouldnt be
  Suicide
  I tend to overwhelm people so I have used text messages from people in the past to calm me down instead of contacting them especially at odd times of ...
  Latest Post by lookingtowardsGod on Tue, 03/27/2012 - 22:45. Comments - 4
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  I lost it. im lost still.
  Self Injury
  Last night, I lost it. It should have been a great night. We had our spring formal last night. Yet I felt alone the whole time. Last night I couldn't ...
  Latest Post by lookingtowardsGod on Tue, 03/27/2012 - 11:42. Comments - 13
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  Realizing a major reason why I am so screwed up
  Self Injury
  Until recently, I never understood why I am so screwed up. The other day, I had a mental breakdown. And my friends were trying to understand what was...
  Latest Post by stanisz on Fri, 03/16/2012 - 07:32. Comments - 2
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  how to help a friend who is a surviver of rape who is having suicidal thoughts
  Rape
  I have a friend of mine that I am really worried about and I need advice how to best help. She is a survivor of rape and molestation(sp?). She has bee...
  Latest Post by lookingtowardsGod on Wed, 03/14/2012 - 15:42. Comments - 8
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  Just checking in
  College
  I am really proud of myself reight now. I leave for college thursday. This will be the third time I have left for college. Every other time was a c...
  Latest Post by Mands on Sat, 02/11/2012 - 15:07. Comments - 9
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  Tired of pretending to be ok
  Suicide
  I pretend to be ok for my family for my friends for everyone. There is a few i let see but very few. and even then i only give them a glimpse of wha...
  Latest Post by karenL on Sat, 12/03/2011 - 13:38. Comments - 38
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  Help
  Self Injury
  I am so stressed and I dont know how to handle this. I just want to crawl into a bawl and hide forever or cut or just not exist. I have so much wo...
  Latest Post by lookingtowardsGod on Sun, 10/02/2011 - 16:31. Comments - 5
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  I want to give up
  Self Injury
  A lot happened yesterday. My ex decided to send me a message saying how he didnt want to lose me. I got pissed off and exploded cause how dare he as...
  Latest Post by stanisz on Thu, 09/29/2011 - 22:46. Comments - 4
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  Why oh why?
  Suicide
  Why oh why do I always say the wrong thing. I have a friend who has been suicidal in the past and who hates his life and says he deserves to be in pai...
  Latest Post by stanisz on Sat, 09/17/2011 - 04:44. Comments - 1
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  Caring is something of the past apparently
  Self Injury
  I cannot handle my situation. I ask for commradery but no one responds. No one cares. Without being reached out to I dont think I will make it through...
  Latest Post by stanisz on Sat, 09/10/2011 - 20:05. Comments - 24
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