My husband is a church pastor. Hes faithful to me and his church. Our relationship has always been pretty goog I guess. The thing is my husband enjoys me showing my body off for him. Even in church he wants me to wear short revealing dresses. I do but try to keep them modest. He likes to mention how beautiful I am and draws attention to me. He has posted pictures of me dressed in various bikinis on his facebook page, vacations and that sort of thing. It just seems he is getting more intense with this. Earlier this year we visited a topless beach on a cruise naturally he loved seeing me display mine for everybody. He posted some pictures of me nude on a sharing website.
I have always worked hard to stay in shape and look good but just turned 50 years old recently. I know he has noticed changes in my appearance and it bothers me he doesnt look at me the way he use to. I dont know what may happen. Ive tried and tried but over the summer have put on weight to the point most of my cloths just dont fit anymore.
Even some people at church have commented on my weight gain and my husband seems mad at me. He told me we were going on another cruise next year and I needed to go on a diet!
What if I lose my looks what will I do. I dont know what to do and really dont have anyone to talk to about this. To make matters worse Im going through menapause.
You are right and I am wrong. I have been wrong and knew deep down other men were caused to lust after me. God may be dealing with me and my husband now, my body is changing and the last few months Ive put on quite a lot of weight and had other health issues. I guess it has taken that to get my attention.
Don't be hard on yourself..its seems to me your motivation is and was to be a good wife..but you have a right to be valued and respected by him
Thank you for the kind comment, I wish my husband felt more like you.