Tuesday night I wrote a suicide note and gave it to my friend who lived in the shelter wit me. We had a long talk that night and I calmed down. I was doin fine until I found out she gave my little note to the social workers there who then called the cops. The cops were takin me to a mental institution and my son was gonna b taken away from me til I got better. But plans changed wen they called my mom infor my son to live wit mymom and I would stay in the institution for a while. But as I took a nap in my quiet room, plans changed again. I was to b released to my mom and live wit her for a while. I don't wanna b here cuz me and her bf don't get along. He told my mom that u can't stay here. So now I'm stuck all over again. Smh. Idk wat to do. Should I jus give the state my son and b locked in the mental institution for a while?
Ive been fine since Tuesday( the day I wrote the note), but no one believes me. That night I had a really long talk wit my bestfriend( who I gave the note to). I was ready to focus and look past it put all hell broke loose Thursday.
A psych stay may not be as bad as you picture.
The one I was committed to last May (2 weeks stay) was ok - I came out feeling better. But, some psych wards are only jails - do you know the facility you would likely be sent to?
You have a lot more to deal with then I do - having a son changes your situation from mine a lot.
I was at one facility in Delaware for a few hrs. But since Im stayin wit my mom in York Pa Im not sure what they're like or even where they are. I actually wanted to stay in the facility!! Idk how the plan changed as I slept fro a few hrs!