Any one else can't sleep?
Anyone else can't sleep?
ive done alot of explaining..really opening up to them all ad telling them exactly how I feel, why i feel that way, what im looking for and how I think it can be better, every time i tell someone I love how I feel it is completely misinterpreted and used as ammo against me..almost as if they dont read it or hear it at all and end up angrier...its like they listen but dont hear, and I never ever get the result im looking for..i try to tell the wife I want to be more to her.I want to emotionally and physically connect more with her, not just have sex, that i see her so enjoying these crazy stories and want to incorporate it into us, for her to share with me her sexual awakening and really open up to me and instead she gets iupset and says fine ill stop reading, now we sit there and both miserable and not connecting and she says why are u still mad I stopped reading?? well it didnt change anything..anytime I try to tell my parents or family why im upset about something they dismiss it and say well ur messed up on drugs..when they know damn well im not but my feelings dont matter, they just sh how unstable im sounding...and I get were worried u sound like u did before..so in reality every time I actually say what i think or feel..it gets worse..
That is a tough situation. Is there a way for you to prove yourself to them? I know that you shouldn't have to, but maybe that's all they need to get over your past. Discussing these issues with a therapist can help, since you'll be making strides to fix these problems. Keep addressing the issue. The more you focus on it, the closer you'll be to finding a solution.
i dont really know what more I can do..