Now I have to go to school and face another day of paranoia. EVERYONE talks about me i mean i must be pretty damn great if they do that, i just don't see the point and i'm too scared to confront them myself, these people make my life a living hell and in addition to the bullying i'm in the ib and ap program so the second i get to school i have to focus. It is just so stressful and i'm not sure what to do about it. Everyone keeps telling me to go to administration but it just doesnt help. Ive tried everything except fistfighting them bassically. UGH i just dont know what to do!
I'm about to make a letter to the girl. Then imma deal with the guy. It really gets to me how i didn't even do anything to them. Its like, just because im overweight they think they have the right to say crap.
This is hard to hear. I feel for you, but I can assure you that life goes on so far beyond this. I wish I could paint a picture of how it doesn't have to be this way. The fact is, spend your day focusing on the things you care about and only those things. People thinking negatively about you, saying negative things about you, can fully consume you if you let it. It can be a full-time job. And it is hard not to let it get to you, but you can control that. It is the one thing you can control. Don't try and control them.
They wont go away right away. You ignoring them will feed their drama addiction, but eventually, your ignoring wont be dramatic anymore, and it'll be over. Every time you react, you help fuel their issues with drama. While everyone else is consumed in drama, you don't have to be. And they'll HAVE to go elsewhere. Don't be consumed. Control what you can control, which is yourself. Don't try to control them.
Thankyou, i try not to let it consume me, but its hard when your thoughts match what they say.