New Here...My story
Hi~ I guess I'll just go into everything ^.^
I've been having eating issues for a number of years now, it starting in highschool with anorexia, and then changed to bulimia after being forced to eat caused me to realize how hungry I was. Every now and then I seem close to recovery, then something happens in life, and I lose control of everything all over again!
Aside from the weight i have gained since I went to being bulimic (even with purging, it's been a decent amount, and though I am healthy weight technically, I feel constantly on edge), I have trouble keeping up with my university studies and feel I am constantly giving my boyfriend trouble. I'm unsure of what I do, and cant stand losing ANYTHING else, not time, not anything, to this sickness. It's taken so much from my life already...
I don't know what I'm looking for I just need OUT. I'm worn to the bone, and find each and every time I binge and purge life gets more unbearable...
Thank you for reading~ Any advice would be appreciated!
i hope things get better for you. i have not had that issue but i do have a very hard time losing weight. ive tried everything! im out of ideas. can you help me? are you feeling depressed too? stress can make you do all kinds of stuff.ill pray for you.
I know that weight watchers and calorie counting works but I can't seem to get over the hunger and binge eating. I do get depressed. It used to be really bad and I got on meds. Now it's not real bad but it comes and goes. A lot of nights I lay awake at night crying and I have anxiety and guilt over what I am doing. Thanks. Ill pray for you too!!
Yep, I'm in the same boat, except that I eat semi-normally for breakfast and lunch (b/c I work), then around late afternoon I go on the hunt for binge foods and can't control myself... I binge all the way home from work and once I walk into my house finish up and the throw up. Its so EXHAUSTING and DEBILITATING. I know I am slowly killing myself.
My quality of life also suffers and sometimes I even risk my job by driving home to b/p during lunch or leaving work early b/c I simply can't take not purging !!!
I wish there was something that really WORKED - I've tried everything. I hope I'm not in my 70's b/p like an article CK posted earlier!! SCARY.