Idk what to do, cant believe things are this bad, no Christmas for my kids, how can so many things go wrong
I cant find a way to get any money for things for my kids. Its bad enough my ex got the house foreclosed and they are living in a tiny camper but now were not having Christmas? The teen understands how broke we are but TJ's only 11., and I cant get him a single present or fill his stocking. What happened to Santa and miracles ? Ive racked my brain, desperatly hunted for a job, tried to get a damn credit card, I dont even have a single living soul I could Borrow the money from. I feel sick i feel panicky this is just horrible. And here I thought last year was bad. last year their dad spent the 3 weeks B4 Xmas in a hospital 200 miles away getting triple bypass camehome xmas eve, but he was there and we had food and a few gifts, a place to put up the tree this year NOTHING. I feel somehow like its all my fault, i know thats not true but i choose to get a divorce and had to move out , my xtra rent would be enough to buy presents and food. I failed at getting a job for the last 6 months I left the mortgage mess for my ex to fix , i shouldve done it myself, I knew hed fuck it up i knew hed leave it to chance and do very little to fix it but i thought i could force him to take some control of his life. I used to love Christmas now its become a stressfilled nightmare and this year its unbearable. I cant believe there will b no Christmas for my kids :(
This does sound very stressful and awful, but there is hope, contact the salvation army, they provide christmas dinner, toys and assitance, http://www.salvationarmyusa.org/usn/www_usn_2.nsf/vw-text-dynamic-arrays...
hello, i sound very sad. you are all together arent you? thats a good thing. ill pray for safety and wisdom to help come up with some ideas. we love you and i will pray for you always. dont give up! love shannon